12.20.2008.III

Things have been gettin' kinda'
heavy these days.

That's okay, though.
We're still together and you stil
make me smile. most of the time.
Obviously, I'm kidding. All the time.
Slight annoyances are nothing compared
to the comfort and hugs I get from you
whenever I see you.

Everything is going to be alright.
So, baby, don't you worry.

I'm having trouble keeping a
straight train of thought at the
moment. You know how it is.
It's been a long two days.
I won't lie, I'm a little bit mad,
but I'll get over it, I guess.
I mean, my new year's plans weren't
that important, right? It's okay.
I just really want to spend new years
with you. I guess I don't care who
we do it with. Sure. I'll get over it.
Definitely. Definitely. Definitely.

Tell me that you love me,
and it'll be alright.

I am a little bit bummed about the aspect of possibly not spending Christmas with you. I've been looking forward to it forever. I know it's not your fault. It's your parents, but it's like ... I don't know. They make everything so difficult. I feel like they'll never be okay with us dating, and even though it's not majorly important thing, I still think it's KINDOF a big deal. I can't focus on anything today. I Wish and Wish and HOPE and Wish. And hope, and wish...yeahh.