5.13.2009

I hate when people misinterpret things and end up being offended by something that was meant to be a joke. I hate working with people who don't wash the damn silverware, yet complain about the cleanliness of the kitchen. I hate when he doesn't answer his phone//texts (it always makes me worry). I hate feeling unlike myself. I hate never seeing my three best friends anymore. I hate waiting to see if I got this other job. I hate not being able to sleep. I hate government projects. I hate trying so hard to fix our relationship, after not talking for years, and then it goes well for a few days ... and then you ignore me again. I hate not talking to you. I hate seeing you hurting. I hate the idea of him going away. I hate that she did that to you. I hate that you think that about me. I hate that my neck hurts so bad. I hate fake tanning. I hate still being in school. I hate Mrs. Apape (sometimes). I hate worrying about the yearbook. I hate this. I hate negative feelings. I hate that I love to sleep. I HATE not having money for gas when I REALLY need it. I hate side affects. I hate spending my last 50 dollars.