1.16.2009

I wish I saw you everyday.
I wish we didn't have conflicting work schedules.
I wish I got more time alone with you.
I wish your family was chill.
I wish my family wasn't so nosey.
I wish you had your car.
I wish we could hang out with my friends, too.
I wish you had more money for yourself.
I wish we didn't have dumb arguments.

but?

I'm okay with not seeing you everyday.
I'm okay with our conflicting work schedules.
I'm okay with not getting a lot of alone time with you.
I'm okay with your family.
I'm okay with my family.
I'm okay with your no-car.
I'm okay with not being able to hang out with you and my friends at the same time.
I'm okay with your no-money.
I'm okay with our dumb arguments.

why?

I love it even more when I do see you.
I love it even more when we both have a day off.
I love it even more when we get time alone.
I love it even more when your family is chill with us.
I love it even more when my family leaves me alone.
I love it even more when you drive my car.
I love it even more when we all get together.
I love it even more when I can treat you.
I love it even more when we make-up.

because?

I love you.
I love when I see your name on my caller ID, I love when I visit you at work, I love when you whisper to me and tell me about your day, I love when we laugh at your families stories, I love it when you play with my brother, I love when you hold my hand while you drive, I love when you kiss me at red-lights, I love when we find something new we have in common, I love when you use that cute voice when you feel bad, I love the way you hug me when you apologize, when I apologize, when you're sad, or I'm sad, I love the way you kiss me softly, I love the way you kiss me not-so-softly, I love the way you kiss my tattoo whenever you see it, I love the way you smile, laugh, smell, move, look, talk, and sleep. I love your freckle. I love your smooth skin. I love your rough hands. I love how embarrassed you get. I love how you love salt and vinegar. I love how you make me rice and take care of me when I'm sick. I love how you shove me in the water. I love how we hip bump, even though your hips are way up at my waist, I love wearing your clothes, I love when you wear my clothes. ha ha. I love when you laugh. I had to put that in there twice because I love it so much. I love how you rest your head on my chest. I love when you play with my hair. I love when you let me do your hair. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I love everything about you.
promise.