Annoyance is foremost in my mind.
I am uttering words of distaste, full of vulgarity and anger.
How unbecoming.
We spent a hundred dollars on something that doesn't even look worth as much, I am thinking of you, you, you, you . . . I am a terrible person, sometimes. Sometimes, I'm not. I have to make a change of plans, get a zero dollar check, and get a notification of an abscence. You don't like it. Duley noted.
I want another day where I wake up and everything is perfect, a day where, no matter what happens, I'm all smiles. I'm in a sort of funk, as it is. I need to be out of here, now, now, now. Gone, gone, gone, Gone. After repeating that word, it looks as if it's spelt wrong. Have oyu ever done that? Stared at a word long enough so that it looks as if it's spelled incorrectly? I just did that. Gone. Incorrect. Useless.
Smile. Frown. Laugh. Cry. Move.
Move.
I wish. I need to get my blood flowing, heart pumping, eyes searching, and muscles tensing. I need to get up.
I'm so tired of everything. I think it's high time to get all of everything done, change my hair, change my clothes, spend some money, and get started reiterating things. What do you think? Actually, no. It's what I think. I need to take a break from caring more about other people then I do, myself. I need to take a break from you-time, and get in some me-time.
Smile. Move. Break.
sunshine.
I am uttering words of distaste, full of vulgarity and anger.
How unbecoming.
We spent a hundred dollars on something that doesn't even look worth as much, I am thinking of you, you, you, you . . . I am a terrible person, sometimes. Sometimes, I'm not. I have to make a change of plans, get a zero dollar check, and get a notification of an abscence. You don't like it. Duley noted.
I want another day where I wake up and everything is perfect, a day where, no matter what happens, I'm all smiles. I'm in a sort of funk, as it is. I need to be out of here, now, now, now. Gone, gone, gone, Gone. After repeating that word, it looks as if it's spelt wrong. Have oyu ever done that? Stared at a word long enough so that it looks as if it's spelled incorrectly? I just did that. Gone. Incorrect. Useless.
Smile. Frown. Laugh. Cry. Move.
Move.
I wish. I need to get my blood flowing, heart pumping, eyes searching, and muscles tensing. I need to get up.
I'm so tired of everything. I think it's high time to get all of everything done, change my hair, change my clothes, spend some money, and get started reiterating things. What do you think? Actually, no. It's what I think. I need to take a break from caring more about other people then I do, myself. I need to take a break from you-time, and get in some me-time.
Smile. Move. Break.
sunshine.
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