8.19.2008

I would like to say some things, but I won't.

I would like to do some things, but I won't.

I would like to think some things, but I won't.

I would like to be some things, but I won't.

I would like to say some things, but I won't.

I would like some acceptance.

That would be nice.

At this very moment, I am completley at peace with everyone who wants to be at peace with me. I have allowed myself to firgive every person I have ever had qualms with. I hope they all know that. I have accepted that I've lost friends this summer, that i've gained friends this summer, that I've changed. I have accepted that no matter how hard I try, I can't make everyone happy, and I've accepted that that's okay. I still try my hardest.

You know that lame myspace application, truth box, that allows you to leave anonymous comments to people? I'm a trend-follower, and I have one. I've gotten so many negative messages about myself from people who I thought I could trust. I'm too trusting. I don't like criticisim. I'm pretty full of character flaws. I'm also digressing.

Back to the topic at hand.

I am not bothered by what everyone is saying to me because unless they were directly involved in the situation they're talknig about (which they were not) then they don't know the full story. There are a very few people who know exactly what happened between all of us, and they can think what they want. I just want these people I know to stop choosing sides when they don't know all of the stories. Stop juding me. Stop judging Her. Stop judging them. Just, stop, please.

I have no problems with her, anymore. I am indifferent now. I accepted that I can't change how she feels about me. I wish other people would accept me for that. I'm rambling, and digressing again, and I make very little sense anymore.

no sense at all.

sunshine.