12.21.2008

12.21.2008.II

A wary heart.

one is rebounding.
one is depressed?
one is so far away.

five minutes is so far away
when there's no way to see him.

five minutes from the tips of his
fingers and the warmth of his
breath on the back of my neck.

five minutes away from the
person I need to see the most
to make me smile. the past
three days have worn me down
and kicked me away.

three days.
five minutes.
one lifetime.
two forevers.
three eternities.

i hate this.

a lot.
why is it bothering me
so much this time?
I can usually brush it off.
I don't know.
I don't understand.
I don't ca- ... wait,
I do. yeah. I really do.

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